Wednesday, March 27, 2013

Worst Case Scenario





_ Life, a thought-borne virus. Coaxing... one thought stroking another; enticing. Perhaps now you understand the futility of all endeavor, and in what manner this realization allows for us to be vital and fully alive.

_ What you say makes no sense; and... and, mind you, I understand fully, for I walk the same trackless path; forever here, condemned, as it were, to a so strange freedom.

_ I gather that we all do, that we all are, that we all walk toward our own particular uncertainty; some know it, and some don't.

_ Maybe more to the point is that, regardless of what we presume others know, or don't know, the act of knowing replaces not knowing in an exercise called bravery, a bravery contingent upon being strong enough to stand the shock of realizing the auto-erotic nature of thought and the lifeless life it references.

_ The memory of water is what inspires elephants.

_ A worst case scenario? Drops forming more drops; a pass of ducks; a silent scream.

_ A salient point.

_ Is there any other?

_ No, not really.

_ What about the children? What about those left behind?

_ We've been left behind; we're children destined to die. Upon whose shoulders do we perch to gain our exalted view?

_ Drops forming more drops; the pristine memory of untroubled waters. Don't expect to be lauded should you choose to dive.

_ No. It's not until the next morning that the wisdom of leaving the party early is evident to those new to the envelope of memory's strange chamber.

_ Remind me to never return here.

_ Said the drop to the drop.

_ Hmm... I feel somewhat out of  place not having a bag full of dog shit when I'm out on the stroll.

_ I could loan you an elephant - I have a friend who's a lion tamer. Do you have a large, heavy canvas duffle bag.

_ Duffle - French for big steaming....

_ Chai?

_ Oui, mister.

                                                                          ********

... And the men had chai amidst an insanity posing.

... To leave early and never return.

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Tuesday, March 19, 2013

To Be Perfectly Frank

_ Suchness leading to thusness, yet the son has no idea that he has been fathered; thus, while the richness of the experience is imaginary, the experience itself is vacant.

_ In nomine patri et fili spiritu sancte.

_ We mourn the passing of time, we mourn our sanctification; we men have been set apart.

_ 'Tis an angel of the Lord that fled the bed of the mother; no one saw. She danced with the one who brung her. How is it that we don't see all of our strivings as being ephemeral vanity?

_ It was Yariyes who first announced that we are to cease from striving; it was Yariyes who first slapped the nappy.  " The universe is in reverse!" he cried. He was last seen shaking his fist as the North wind headed South, lending an imaginary richness to an imaginary life... What, pray tell, could be more rewarding?

_ A manner of living which offers no rewards, which harbors no illusions of self-importance?

_ Oingo meets boingo... Fire is the Devil's only friend...

_ Have we had this conversation before?

_ No.

_ Are we to just lay down and die?

_ Again with the effort, again with the striving.

_ I love a woman I can't have.

_ I have cancer - incurable, out of the blue.

_ My favorite color.

_ There's a new man on the balcony in Rome, speaking in a tongue strange to my ears. A strange divisiveness heralds the union...

_ Did you know that Francis was Giovanni until Pappy came home and hit the roof?...

_ O solo mio, jon bon giovann... I know... I know a lot of things...To be chief of the kitchen at Cold Robbie's Turniplike Diner and to just walk away... I know... I know what the last man wearing the red shoes felt, for the shoes were made out of a calf's liver.

_ ... No son of his was going to be Johnny. May you be Frank with me?...

_ Ah to be perfectly 'Frank' and yet still fail...

_The boy had no say in his name but he did have a say in what he did with the money he made selling rugs for his Pappy - he gave it all away to those less fortunate. Again the old man hit the roof. The boy was fired. The Catholic Church had an opening for a saint and they hired him; the future is forever the past.

_ A re-seeding, as it were.

_ You say that like Sean Connery.

_ Hoot mon.

_ We could sit here in silence.

_ We already are.

_ Make it two.

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... And the guys had chai, the steam of which was in love with a woman it could not have.

... Why have we been fed all these lies? Could it be that we have an appetite for them?

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Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Don't Call Me Frank



_ Johhny Aplomb, an atom bomb set to go off in his shorts, ran a one minute mile; there was no paper.

_ Kinda fine; kinda very fine. I see you've your wristwatch on today.

_ I'm a gonna seize the carpe, as they say in old London town; grab it by its scrawny neck and tussle with it like we was a couple of bugs.

_ Another fine mess you've me in... Howsaboy?

_ This is special; this one is so very special. It is as though what you might think of as an angel has alighted upon my life; it is today.

_ One word...quick...

_ Fine.

_ Ditto, babe.

_ Does it matter that there's a new captain at the helm when the sea is endless and time divine?

_ Of course it does; frozen light moves at night and finds itself stuck in the morning.

_ You've spent time at sea?

_ Aye.

_ And?

_ No comprende. God is love. Chai?

_ Yes.

                                                                             *******

... Yes

... No

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Tuesday, March 12, 2013

The Swan



_ O my, but for the lengths we go to make sweet the sour there would be nothing to do; nothing at all. Let me tell you a story:
                 He was a stranger, or so I thought. He fixed me in a skyscape of light, glowing and unsteady - it was his lot to live in the dimensionless nowhere of one good eye. He showered, of his own admission, twice a day...

_ This story has already bored me to tears - I, of Two Good Eyes.

_ ... I was swimming in his eye... getting seasick, if you will. How long is a 'stranger' strange?...

_ Don't - do not - ask...

_ It was then I saw her; it was then I gave myself fully to rude musings... Black spandex... how original... A sly smile from across the aisle... Was I looking in a mirror? I screamed... "Fire!"

_ I would have an easier time of it learning Sanskrit for Stutterers than listening to you yarn on and on and on about some imagining based upon latent reserves of hallucinogenic residue coming to their rightful fruition, if one would be so kind...?

_ ?? I beg your pardon...

_ No offense taken. French Roast... something in the air... Yes, I think it's air.

_ Howsaboy?

_ Bearing the brunt of assaults from a couple of different fronts. Never been better, babe... Do you mind if I call you 'babe', babe?

_ She had on a party dress, and bear in mind this was early. I was dressed in my Saturday morning spats - black and white... There's no hole in this soul, Monsignor.

_ Future the next past. Have you tried the French Roast?

_ Gorgeous... What he just said... I was thinking that very particular pedigree of thought which leads one to more of the same... A poised snarl, if you will.

_ Of course I will.

_ Before I answer your question I must tell you that I wear a bicycle helmet when I brush my teeth... and it has saved me more than once.

_ Are you looking at me over the top  of your glasses? Are we taking this outside?

_ What can I say... fruit ripens in its own time. Hitting it with a hammer ain't gonna do shit...

_ Slipping in to the vernacular of the vulgar?

_ Whatev... Handsome is as handsome does... To assume ownership of a still-warm corpse... 'There's gold in them thar ills!'... Nobody owns nothing... I'm having a hard time choosing between Eggs Benedict or a peanut butter and jelly sandwich.

_ Two French Roast- one black, one purple. Eggs Benedict and a peanut butter and jelly sandwich - chef's choice on the jelly...

_ Through a grove of pumpkin trees we wove; an old Chicago Bear's helmet upon my dome. She was dressed accordingly...

_ ... and make it snappy. Yes... make it... snappy, I guess... Right? Does that sound about right?... Make it snappy...?

_ She was born one day new to her... a concert pianist, if you will...


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... There's more to the story: The metronome went home; leaving... a still, bouncing ball.

... If'n I wish real hard it'll be someone's nice day.

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